Well its been a year since i last update this blog. Life does not make much changes, still studying at the same place and insha Allah will grad at the end of this year for my diploma. I'm not good with writing but i still want to continue updating this blog in the future, hope it will not annoy you!
You know the feeling that will came to you sometimes, you feels like you're hopeless. I feel like that often lately, maybe because i feel lonely spending most of my time alone. Well i guess we all will feels the same way once in a while right? and there goes someone will say "Allah will always be there for you" i know that but the fact that i don't even complete my prayers makes me think do i still deserve it? do Allah will still be there for me? Do you guys ever think like that? It makes me think that i should not ask anything (doa) from Him cuz i'm selfish. I realize what i should have done but still not doing it.
Hm theres something happened recently makes me realize that Allah has protect me from doing something that i will regret it later, something big that i cannot mention it here. I hope i will change to be a better person, maybe it is my new year resolution.Human makes mistake all time, they only have to choose to take it as a way to learn or forget it completely. I hope you guys change to be a better person as the year goes by and may Allah bless you all.